June 3, 2012


Rant..

It bugs me when people say that they will apply to nursing school if they cannot get into med/pa school, as if nursing is a “downfall”. As if they see nursing as “well, since I couldn’t get into med school, I’m just going to be a nurse”. 

being a nurse is not a profession where it’s chosen because of a person’s downfall in not being accepted to med school. To be a nurse takes skills and hard work, it’s not a joke. But from what I hear from people, this is what people think of nursing: clean patient’s up, take vital signs, pass out meds and that’s it. 

NO. that is not what nurses do, at all! 

Nurses do so much more than that. yes, we take care of patient’s, take their vital signs and pass out medications. You have to know what their vital signs mean in relation to their health condition, and why you’re passing out a certain medication and not simply doing it because “the doctor said so”. you have to understand the reasoning behind it and critically think. In addition, nurses create care plans, collaborate with the healthcare team such as physicians/PT’s/OT’s, and we are in charge of the patient for our entire 12 hour shift whereas physicians come in for like an hour or less and move on to the next pt. 

We have 12 hours to be with the patient. get to know them personally, see where they’re coming from. is this their first time ever in the hospital? how scared are they? a patient’s emotional/stress toll can affect the overall healing process of the pt. 

ex: pt is in pain so the nurse goes in to assess the pt. pt states pain level is about an 8 and describes the pain. nurse goes to med room to get appropriate med depending on the severity of the pain. go back to pt’s room, follow medication rights and administer it. 30 mins later reassess pt’s pain level and see if it went down. if it didn’t, then oh well i did everything? NO. getting to know the patient personally and seeing where they’re coming from is important. possibly their pain is not alleviating b/c she is stressed or scared of being in the hospital. by talking to the patient and establishing a trusting relationship can help the pt feel better. not only that but it can also decrease the pain in addition with the pain medication: killing 2 birds with 1 stone. 

so, do doctor’s do this? maybe, if they want to, if they have the time to sit with the pt and talk for like 15 mins. during my nursing rotations ive noticed that 90% of the physicians come in, say what they need to, ask if pt has any questions and just leave to attend to their 20 other pts. in fact, there was a time where right after the dr left my patient told me “that was fast”. even the pt’s noticed this. nurses may not have 20 other pts to go to, but have up to 4 other pts to take care of. adding 5-10min extra to spend time with the patient in our “to do list for the day” is all it takes. spending time with the pt and just being a compassionate person can go a long way when establishing a relationship with a patient. this is what i have learned throughout my rotations. yes, we do all the “typical” jobs of a nurse. but forming a trusting relationship is not an easy task: every person has a diff personality so the nurse may have to weave around a bit before landing at the pt to finally have the pt open up. 

overall what im saying is being a nurse is not a joke, or the “easy” way out of being rejected from med school.

if you really think of nursing like that, then when you talk to me just lie. lie and make up some bs that makes nursing sound amazing. i’d rather you fabricate some stuff up than tell me the truth. 

sorry this is long or that it doesn’t make sense, but i’ve been hearing this a lot lately and i just had to rant somewhere. 

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Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies.

:) so cute and true 

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June 2, 2012


UCI Nursing Girls photoshoot sneak peek!!

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June 1, 2012


Last clinical ever as a nursing student..

Here I am, done with clinicals, FOREVER. 2 years later since starting nursing classes, it’s over. AHHHHH.

My last day was amazing. 

My nurse let me perform total care on our baby as if I was the actual RN for that patient and my nurse just kinda stood by…it felt pretty cool being “in charge” haha.

What felt even more legit was that I had to change into the UCIMC OR scrubs because we were going down to the OR to get more babies. 

Except…the baby we got did not make it. I mean, we knew going down that 1 of the triplets may or may not make it because this baby only weighed 560 grams whereas the other 2 baby boys weighed like 1200+ grams. 

Upon receiving our newborn, it was so sad. You can tell that he was dusky, heart rate of like 50’s dropping down to 40’s and 30’s when a normal newborns HR should be 120-160. The doctor wanted to perform resuscitation because even though the Dr’s and parents all talked about what could potentially happen, no decision was made until visual contact was made to the newborn to assess how “well” the baby was doing. After consideration, the dad said no resuscitation b/c even if the baby did survive, the quality of life will not be great for the baby. Although I was not physically with the patient upon time of death, we got the phone call once we got back to the unit about 15-20 minutes later. I wanted to go to L&D and see how the bereavement process was done but I did not have anytime b/c I was the “RN” for our baby. It was sad knowing that this baby wasn’t going to make it, and I choked up quite a bit just looking at the newborn. The rest of the nurses seemed to hold it together prolly because they’ve been working for so long and know not to get attached and what not, but me being an emotional person it was quite difficult…even though it wasn’t my patient for 12 hours, it was still sad knowing that we were in charge in caring for this baby for 30 minutes. 

After getting back to the unit, the 2 brothers out of the triplets were admitted to NICU. Then my nurse and I went back in caring for our original patient. After feeding and doing the necessary nursing care, my day was over…so quickly. 

Today had gone by unbelievably quickly, I kind of didn’t want it to end…

 In a way I’m going to miss being a nursing student because at least we are not in charge yet of patients; we still have our nurses/preceptors to watch over us. I mean when we get hired we will have a nurse overlooking us and what not depending on the program, but knowing that this was my last day ever as a nursing student was bittersweet. It had its ups and downs, but mainly ups after my first med surg clinical (that was so horrible). 

Good bye UCI Nursing Scrubs that cost $400+, good bye UCIMC. I hope to see you again real soon, hopefully working in it. 

*crosses fingers* 

In the end, however, I just love how supportive all my preceptors have been. Despite having a horrible med surg clinical experience last year, these last 2 quarters have been AMAZING. I have been truly blessed to have such amazing, caring nurses who will go out of their way to help me, especially last quarter those 2 are just amaaazing! I still keep in touch with my leadership preceptor; she’s more of like my “mom” but not? I don’t know how to say it. As if she is one of my close friends but my “older” close friends ;) 

Anywhos, I’m pooped. 

2 weeks till graduation. 

Bring. It. On. 

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May 31, 2012


Shoes..

Looking at cute wedges on Nordstrom website for pinning and graduation, and what’s the point if I find something I like but I know it will not fit me? :( Dumb small feet. 

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May 17, 2012


Finale of Grey’s Anatomy made me so sad :’( wahhhhh

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May 11, 2012


Good news is supposed to make people happy right? Or at least be happy for that person who received the good news?

Well when I told my mom, she made me feel angry and unappreciated. What is it with moms that she can’t see the positive in it instead sees the negative? Yeah I don’t want to invest all my energy into this but at the same time, I have to in order to get what I want to get. I just wish she can appreciate the good news for a second, and not think about the worse that could happen.

I’m still not over it. With everything going on in my personal/family life, to receive this news made me smile and have something to look forward to instead of dreading for the inevitable with my grandma. I’m crossing my fingers that all will go well but who knows, we shall see. 

I just WISH, my mom could be as excited as I am. Sometimes I wonder if she really knows what I’m talking about. I explained to her, and yet she still says “but don’t give your hopes up, it may not work out in the end.”

Eff it. I’m gonna go all out and do the best I can. And then if I did everything I could and the result isn’t what I want, THEN I can start being sad. 

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WHAT MY FRIENDS DO AFTER FINALS

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WHAT I DO

EXACTLY what i do 

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May 6, 2012


WHEN STUDYING FOR PHARM AND YOU REALIZE NAUSEA AND VOMITING ARE SIDE EFFECTS FOR EVERYTHING

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I’M LIKE

exactly how i felt when studying for this last year! :P

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when asked to be social on the weekends

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